Skype

Today i got skype and its really good for a webcam chat with SJ and we can actully do video calls if we want now
I really really love her and we meant to be together
Were really getting better now were going really good and i cant wait for our future together
I cant wait to see her to be able to cuddle up and kiss her
I start my exams monday and im feeling quietly confident

I love you babe

good day

I had a really good day today we had a really good laugh at lunch watching adam try to do press ups
I really really love SJ and i miss her but ill be with her soon
We are really good now and im so happy
Shes perfect and all ive ever wanted

Not much else to say except im completely better now


I love you babe

New blog New path

I got bored of my old blog so i decided to write a new one
I have alot to write about firstly the good i had an amazing easter with SJ and enjoyed spending time with her
I have a trial for a new team on the first game of next season
My voice is coming back

Now the bad
I lost my cup final but hardly any of my team turned up so the 13-12 score line was good
My exams i really close now and im really stressing out everyone tells me i will do great but im worried
I had to go to A&E last night because i fell down some stairs at the cinema and cut my head open

Now the really really bad
Ive upset SJ so so much more then she will let in and i realise elliot is right
Im a dick, a bad boyfriend and dont deserve her i always hurt her
And everything that goes wrong in our realtionship is my fault and
Ill be lucky if SJ doesnt dump me and forgives me


I just hope the future gets better
And i get through my exams
And that me and SJ last

Thats all from me
I love you SJ xxxx