good again

Me and SJ are good again we are sorting our problems out and i think shes happy now :)
I went for a picnic with mates today and then went to the cinema to watch Fast and Furious 5
I then ended up in hospital for the second time this weekend but this time to visit a friend whos
got bad burns and is on a life support machine i really hope he recovers but the doctors arent hopeful

I really really love you SJ and i always will im never leaving you because you mean the world to me
And i hope one day i can marry you and have a family because you make me so happy

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New blog New path

I got bored of my old blog so i decided to write a new one
I have alot to write about firstly the good i had an amazing easter with SJ and enjoyed spending time with her
I have a trial for a new team on the first game of next season
My voice is coming back

Now the bad
I lost my cup final but hardly any of my team turned up so the 13-12 score line was good
My exams i really close now and im really stressing out everyone tells me i will do great but im worried
I had to go to A&E last night because i fell down some stairs at the cinema and cut my head open

Now the really really bad
Ive upset SJ so so much more then she will let in and i realise elliot is right
Im a dick, a bad boyfriend and dont deserve her i always hurt her
And everything that goes wrong in our realtionship is my fault and
Ill be lucky if SJ doesnt dump me and forgives me


I just hope the future gets better
And i get through my exams
And that me and SJ last

Thats all from me
I love you SJ xxxx