nepal blog

ive started a blog for my trip to nepal ill put the link on my facebook page xxxxxx
I really really love you SJ and i always always will xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Tired

I am so tired because i couldnt sleep on the plane xxxxxxx
I really miss SJ right now but i know that this time will fly by and im really looking forward to everything were doing xxxxxx I love you so so much babe but we will be together when i get back so we just need to cope xxxxxx
I have another plane journey now to get to our hotel xxxxxx

skip a day

I really wish i could have skipped today its just been awful
I get told that im not what the scouts were looking for in my football
My mates turn against me
My sisters still going on about how she wants to kill her self
and I got thrown of my bike by a car and cracked my ribs
and somthings wrong with SJ but she wont tell me what so much for opening up
so now im in complete agony and im upset and depressed
and SJ thinks im to busy for her
so my lifes slowing crashing down im proberly going to lose her when i thought everything was going good again and i just dont see the point to life right now and i see where staceys coming from
and to top it all off im a complete wreck and i cant stop crying