back to it

My leg is now fully better so i can get back into footy for our last two games this season and try and score over 7 goals to win us the cup

Me and SJ are amazing now and our future will be perfect
I love her so so much and i never want to be with anyone else

I rang my first quarter peal and i feel so proud of myself
Hopefully it will be the first of many and hopfully it will get easier

Pain

I really just cant stop all this pain erupting over my body i keep passing out
I just wish i was with SJ in her arms it would make everything so much easier and mangeable
I really love her and i cant wait to be with her
Were really good again and im just hoping i dont screw it up again
I really cant wait to get back to my sport but im in know state right now
And i might have brain damage but the doctors said it will be obvs in the next week so fun fun GCSES :/
I start next monday with my English Language part 1 and hour forty minutes of english

I love you babe
xxxxxxxxxxxx

New blog New path

I got bored of my old blog so i decided to write a new one
I have alot to write about firstly the good i had an amazing easter with SJ and enjoyed spending time with her
I have a trial for a new team on the first game of next season
My voice is coming back

Now the bad
I lost my cup final but hardly any of my team turned up so the 13-12 score line was good
My exams i really close now and im really stressing out everyone tells me i will do great but im worried
I had to go to A&E last night because i fell down some stairs at the cinema and cut my head open

Now the really really bad
Ive upset SJ so so much more then she will let in and i realise elliot is right
Im a dick, a bad boyfriend and dont deserve her i always hurt her
And everything that goes wrong in our realtionship is my fault and
Ill be lucky if SJ doesnt dump me and forgives me


I just hope the future gets better
And i get through my exams
And that me and SJ last

Thats all from me
I love you SJ xxxx